Tuesday, April 12, 2016

Reading About Writing



Yesterday, I wrote about reading. Today, I'm writing about reading about writing.

I am reading another book by Elizabeth Berg--Escaping Into the Open: the art of writing true. In it, there is a chapter, a very long chapter, full of writing prompts. Thirty-two pages of writing prompts. I've read the book before. The first time I read it, my sister Missy and I were taking turns giving each other "assignments." We used a couple of prompts from the book.

This time, I am stubbornly working my way through every single prompt. I'm not halfway through yet, but I've gone far enough that I don't want to quit. Some of the prompts are what I like to call stupid, i.e., "If you are a man, write about what it's like to have small breasts. If you're a woman, write about having a small penis." But I'm doing them. It's as if I think Berg is going to read them, and say to herself, Well, I'll be damned. I didn't really think she'd do it!

Anyway, yesterday I scrawled a story in my notebook that made me cry a little bit. I have no idea where it came from, but I thought I'd share it here. The prompt was: "Write a scene featuring a brother and sister washing dishes peacefully together."

He had always felt like drying the dishes was a ridiculous waste of time. As a kid, he'd argued daily that he and his sister would alternate nights of washing the plates and cups, if only they could be allowed to air dry in the plastic draining rack. Years later, when he shared dish washing duties only on his weekends home from college, his mother had told him she'd insisted that the two of them work together because she'd wanted them to form a bond--even if it was the bond of a united front against their mother, who was forcing them to do menial labor.

Now Jeff handled each plate with great care as Meg set them in the drainer. Arthritis had made his fingers stiff, and there seemed to be a lot more breakage these days. He sensed that Meg was being extra careful, too, but maybe that was just the heaviness in her heart.

A few hours earlier, the house had been filled with people who had come to pay their respects to Meg's husband, Pete. Many of them had offered to stay and help clean up, but Meg had insisted it would be a comfort for her to wash up later, the way she and Pete had always done.

Jeff laid his towel on the drainer and put his arm around his sister's shoulder. She leaned her head on him, and he could feel her tears. He felt grateful for the bond the two of them had formed so many years ago.



Monday, April 11, 2016

Tapestry of Fortunes: A Blog About a Book--and My Sister



My sister Melissa loved books. She especially loved over-sized paperbacks with smooth covers that are soft to the touch. Reading was a tactile experience for her. Her favorite author was Elizabeth Berg. She followed "ElizaBerg's" blog, sending me links and keeping me apprised of when a new novel was coming out. Once she drove to Detroit to hear her speak, and bought me a book of short stories, which she waited in line to have signed. I keep it on my bedside table.

Since Missy died two summers ago, I hadn't read any books by Ms. Berg. To be honest, she hadn't even entered my mind. Then, a couple of weeks ago in the library, I was drawn to the B's, and there on the shelf I found Tapestry of Fortunes. I don't remember if Missy had told me about it or not (it was written a year before she died), but I kind of hope that she did. I hope she read it.

It made me fall in love with Elizabeth Berg all over again. She writes about people that I want to know--that I feel like I do know--doing things I want to do. Like most of her books, this one was about friendship and family and love...what else is there? As I was reading it, I felt connected to my sister in a special way. I imagined her reading the book, loving it as I did. Sometimes I would close it, leaving a finger between the pages to keep my place, and I would just think of Missy. I imagined talking to her about Cece and the other characters. And of course, we would talk about Elizabeth Berg.

As I came to the last chapter, I was sad that I would soon be finished. Then there was this...

And now I think of Penny, of the times since she died when I've felt so sure that she was near. It's not always hearing her voice, sometimes it's only a sense of something, as though she has just brushed by me or just left a room I've entered. How much of that is real and how much is just something you want so much you make yourself believe it's true?

I feel like Missy and I read that book together for our special little book club.